7AM...68deg...88% humidity. I'm out to Griffin Regional Radiation Treatment Center. Last night I flew-in from DFW with a 1 hour delay due a young lady passing out in the aisle of the plane while holding her infant. The baby was OK though, but the mother was escorted off the plane with child which means our plane had to get back in-line on the runway and wait 55 min. to take-off. What do I do? I roll with broseph. Unpack the iPod and jam to Airport 5 for 50 min. This is really an attempt to the drown the lady next to me who seems to not have had an enjoyable experience inher life...especially this flight. I like the way some people unnecessarily embellish the facts. "No, that's not how it happened." Oh, well, her problem becomes my competition. We finally take-off and I accept my glass of water because that's what I want in return. Water in return. I am meeting my trainer for my first internal training. This training will be for hardware and it's ...
My itinerary has changed from New Orleans to Hickory, NC. So here I am in Hickory, NC, the furniture-making capitol of the world. Where's my couch? . Failure to communicate is the key to a disaster... .. I am full of ideas on how to break this down and break us down. It's simple process of denial, lies and hate. Hate being the wild-card. I can deny we exist while looking at my self dead in the mirror. And while I do that I'll lie to you and tell you that you're alive and well in me dreams, that's not true. Just like "Animal Rights" is the worst rock album ever made we can pretend that we're happy and all is good in the world. But back to the task at hand...me, taking you out with one punch. I've seen it done before and I think I have the upper-body strength to do it. Let me try. Give me one shot and if I fail you can walk away. I've been practicing this move, so let me try, just once. After all the years I've loved and respect...
How many times can you die? Try it and let me know. Count the ways of letting yourself go into a space of emptiness. Let all of yourself go and linger in the void. The void is not what it used to be, emptiness, liminal spaces, thoughtlessness. It’s now a place free of acquaintances, responsibility, purchases, social medias begging for your posts and content. The void is now a safe place of free-thought and free will to be yourself away from opinions and conformity. Die there and be free. Be brave and cut your ties, your ropes and chains. Die there and walk away from it all, all the expectations and illusions of fashion and consumerism. Let those trapped call you dead and forgotten. You’re free.
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